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| well, i finally got back my Thrills pictures. they arent as good as i expected, but they are still good. im gonna work on posting them right now. i have to scan them all first. i may not get them up today, but soon. | | |
| well... i just got done talking to stephanie (my ex). its so weird that we arent together any more. i have felt so depressed lately. ive been trying to hide it by joking around a lot, but it doesnt make me feel any better on the inside. she got "another call" and had to let me go. she said she is already talking to someone else. i havent met anyone i have even really put thought into having another relationship with. i dont know how im gonna make it through this time. i feel terrible. all of my self confidence is now gone. what little i had. this is slowly killing me. i hadnt called her in like a week because i wanted to see how long it would take her to call me. and it took about a week and a half. it doesnt realy surprise me that much. she has no feelings for me now. and she didnt for the last half of our relationship. and i knew it, i just tried to ignore it. so now i walk by myself in pity and sorrow. | | |
| well i'm pretty worn out. i got to sleep an hour today because i didnt have to go to school until 9:15. so that helped me out a little bit. songwriter's club at my school is having a songwriter's night at Muzart in Charlotte, but i dont really have anything put together for it yet. maybe i will when it comes around next friday. i also just found out yesterday that i am the vp of that club. big surprise to me. well i guess im gonna finish my homework and get ready for church.
by the way... Bright Eyes is a magnificent songwriter. | | |
| well last night i went to see the thrills. i strolled into nashville at about 2:45 and hung out at tower records lookin at some music. then the thrills went on. they did a great 5 song acoustic set. it was short but great. one of those 5 songs was a new one and it was realyl good. i didnt hang around for autographs cus i didnt take anything for them to sign. so i went to a couple other record stores and shopped around without any money. so after a couple hours of that i couldnt think of anything else to do, so i went on over to 3rd and Lindsley (where the thrills were playing) to see what was going on. i walked in the door (it was unlocked since it was about 2 hours before the doors opened), and came in to find the band setting up there equipment and their managers running around trying to make sure everything was happening right. which was quite hilarious since they all had very strong irish accents. but anyways, i sat through their sound check... which was also great... and got some great pictures which will be on here soon. they are great because i was the only one in the audience at the time. but after a while the bar manager guy kicked me out and said i had to pay a cover charge. so i got to sit in my truck waiting for my brother to come for an hour and a half since i didnt have any money. but he was coming to see the show with me anyways. but all in all the show was great. we had to stand in the very back, but it was still great. | | |
| cool, they are letting me try xanga premium. now my site will look cooler for 21 days. today i might see the thrills for free before tomorrow! they are playing at tower records but no one is sure if it is today or tomorrow. so i have to call tower when they open to make sure when they play. ill take a bunch of pics and post them. it'll be great. | | |
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